Oh, Baby!!!

Well, I'll be blunt: I'm pregnant, about 3 months now.
I wasn't exactly thrilled at the idea when I first discovered it. I immediately thought "abortion." After reconsidering and pretty much just wasting time, it was too late to get one done. So, now I'm stuck with the thing. I am beginning to accept the idea of having another baby, but I'm still not totally happy about it. My worry won't let me be totally happy. The fact that I didn't really want the thing from the beginning anyway makes me totally apathetic as to what the baby's sex will be. My boyfriend wants a girl since we already have a son - but who cares what he wants, its his fault I'm pregnant.
Even though I am apathetic about the sex, I have considered some names. For a boy, I like Jossiah Joel McCants (because my son's name is Torrian Noel McCants) or Haydden Joel McCants. My boyfriend doesn't like either of those; he wants Amani or Kelvin Jr. I hate both of those, so I reiterate - who cares what he wants, its his fault I'm pregnant. If its a girl, I decided that I would name her after my little sister, Chelsea, who passed away in 1995 - Khelsea. Her middle name will be after my mommy, Sandra Ann, who passed away in 2006 - DeAnn (Khelsea DeAnn McCants). The baby daddy likes that name because he thinks it sounds like his (his name is Kelvin, but most people call him Kel - Khelsea. That's why I threw the H in there, to let him know that she is not named after him - but she will have his initials, so he better be happy about that)!
I was also thinking of giving her my mom's first name (Sandra) and my sister's middle name (Beyonca) - CaSandra Beyonca McCants. But I don't know what I will do yet. I just like having options!

I will keep you posted on the sex and name results! :)